MEERA STILL LOVES YOU...

Topic started by Bhargavi (@ 1cust98.tnt1.bloomington.il.da.uu.net) on Thu Feb 7 15:01:27 .
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EVERYTIME I THINK OF IT ,MY HEART SCREAMS IN HURT & SAYS "WHY ME"?
IT HAPPENED A YEAR AGO,I EVEN REMEMBER THE DAY,THE TIME & THE MONTH THIS HAPPENED.AS EVERY GIRL IN HER TEENS WANTS SOMEONE MORE THAN A FRIEND -A RELATIONSHIP,A STRONG BOND OF LOVE THAT CAN GIVE U ALL THE STRENGHT U WANTED TO ,TO DO ANYTHING ...EVERYTHING!
I WASN'T ACTUALLY LOOKING OUT FOR A GUY,I HAD SOME STRANGE IDEAS ABOUT LOVE..FOR ME ,I WISHED FOR A PERFECT MAN...WHO WOULD COME IN A WHITE HORSE,& TAKING ME AWAY..AS ALL THE FAIRY TALES.
BUT I KNEW NOTHING OF THAT KIND IS EVER GOING TO HAPPEN UNTIL THAT DAY.
I LIVED IN A HOSTEL,WITH A ROOMATE SHEEBA.I WAS IN THE FINAL YEAR ARTS.ONE DAY AFTER MY LECTURES I RETURNED , I SAW AN ENVELOPE LYING BESIDES MY BED,NAMED FOR ME.
I OPENED IT,IT WAS A PINK PAPER WITH A FEW ROSE PETALS INSIDE IT.IT SMELLED FABULOUS.
IT READ,"DEAR MIRA,
I KNOW U DON'T KNOW ME.BUT MY NAME IS SHYAM.I AM A JOURNALIST,JUST GRADUATED FROM YOUR COLLEGE.I SAW YOUR ARTICLE IN THE COLLEGE MAGAZINE WHICH MY FRIEND GAVE ME.I WANTED TO BE PENPALS WITH YOU.I WOULD TELL YOU MORE ABOUT MYSELF ,ONLY IF U REPLY TO ME BACK.JUST DROP THE LETTER IN THIS P.0.BOX # THIS WILL DO FOR NOW.
WAITING FOR YOUR MAIL.
SHYAM."
I GAVE A WEAK SIGN & THREW THE LETTER OVER MY STUDY DESK,& WENT OUT TO DO SOME LIBRARY STUDY.IN THE NIGHT I DISCUSSED THIS WITH SHEEBA.SHE WAS VERY ANGRY.SHE TOLD ME TO REPLY A MAIL IN WHICH I WOULD BE SCOLDING& WARNING THIS GUY NOT TO DISTRUB ME AGAIN.
I WROTE AS SHE DIRECTED.POSTED IT.
A FEW DAYS WENT OFF -I RECIEVED NO MAIL.
I KNEW THAT ,NOW I AM NOT GOING TO RECIEVE ANY MAIL FROM THAT PERSON EVER AFTER.
NEXT DAY I SEE THE SAME KINDA ENVELOPE NEAR MY BED.I OPEN TO READ IT AGAIN."MEERA,
I THINK OUR THOUGHTS MATCH.I TOLD U I WILL GIVE YOU MORE INFORMATION ABOUT ME IF U MAIL ME BACK.SO HERE I GO.I AM A FRESH GRADUATE,I WORK FOR A SOCIAL MAGAZINE CALLED 'ASPIRATIONS'.I LIKE MUSIC,I LIKE TO BE ALONE,I LIKE DREAMING ABOUT STARS & MOON.I LIKE SKETCHING.MY PARENTS DIED A YEAR AGO IN A CAR ACCIDENT.SINCE THEN I STAY AT MY AUNTS PLACE IN GOA.NOW I AM EAGER & ANXIOUS TO BECOME A GREAT WRITER & STAR OF THE WORLD OF JOURNALISM.
I GUESS THIS MUCH IS ENOUGH FOR MY NEW FRIEND.
EVEN IF YOU DON'T TELL ME MUCH ABOUT YOU,I THINK I KNOW A LOT ABOUT YOU.

UR FRIEND
SHYAM."
I WAS ANGRY NOW,& I WANTED TO TAKE UP THIS MATTER SERIOULSY.BUT I DIDN'T WANT TO MAKE UP AN ISSUE OF THIS.SO AGAIN I POSTED A WARNING MAIL.
WEEKS AFTER WEEKS I STARTED RECIEVING MAILS FROM HIM.IN THE BEGINING I WAS ANGRY.THEN CURIOUS & FINALLY I STARTED WAITING FOR HIS LETTERS.
EVEN AFTER SO MANY WARNINGS,I USED TO RECIEVE MAILS FROM HIM.NOW EVEN I STARTED MAILING HIM ABOUT MYSELF.EVERYTHING WENT ON LIKE THIS FOR 4MTHS.SHEEBA FELT THIS ACTIVITY VERY STARNGE.I THOUGHT THERE WAS NO HARM IN BEING PENPALS WITH SOMEONE WHO SHARES THE SAME THOUGHTS.
I WAS WRONG.THINGS DIDN'T STOP THE WAY I THOUGHT.NOW DAY IN HIS MAIL,HE SOUNDED AS TO LIKE ME.I KNEW I LIKED HIM TOO.BUT I NEVER KNEW THAT THIS LIKING WOULD BECOME LOVE& THEN CRAVING.
FINALLY I ASKED HIM TO MEET ME.EVERYTIME I WOULD SUGGEST HIM TO MEET ME,I USED TO GET SOME OR THE OTHER EXCUSE.7MTHS PASSED BY.
MY FINAL YEAR EXAMS WERE NEARING.I USED TO BE A VERY FRIENDLY PERSON IN MY COLLEGE,NOW I HAD HARDLY ANY TIME TO SPEAK TO ANYONE.I DIDN'T REALISE THAT I WAS LIVING IN MY OWN WORLD.MANY OF MY FRIENDS WHO KNEW ABOUT MY RELATIONSHIP GAVE ME WARNINGS.I DIDN'T LISTEN.
SHYAM GOT TRANSFERRED TO BANGALORE.HIS LETTERS STARTED DELAYING.NOW WEEKS BECAME MONTHS & MONTHS TO SERVERAL MONTHS B4 I WOULD GET A MAIL FROM HIM.
HE BECAME BUSY IN ACHIVING HIS GOALS.I WAS NOT SURE ABOUT MY GOALS.I NEVER KNEW I HAD PLANNED EVERYTHING ABOUT MY LIFE WITH HIM.LOVE WAS SO MUCH INTO ME....I COULDN'T SLEEP,NOR EAT,OR CONCENTRATE.
EXAMS GOT OVER.I HAD TO GO HOME..I DIDN'T KNOW WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN.SHEEBA GOT MARRIED.MY BEST FRIEND WAS GOING TO LONDON FOR EVER.MY PARENTS STARTED LOOKING OUT FOR A GUY FOR ME.I SOMEHOW BUILT IN COURAGE & TOLD MY FATHER ABT SHYAM.HE LAUGHED AT ME,IT WASN'T NEW ,AS EVERYONE DID THE SAME.I WAS USED TO HURT NOW.
BUT NOT FROM SHYAM..
I WAITED...FOR A LONG TIME.
MNAY DAYS PASSED AWAY...NO CLUE.
I KNEW NOTHING OF HIS ACTIVITY.I WAS HURT.MY PARENTS HATED TO SEE ME LIKE THAT..FEELINGS BECAME HURT.TRUST BECAME BETRAYEL.
FINALLY I DECIEDED TO TAKE UP A JOB IN BANGALORE.
MANY DAYS PASSED STILL I HAD NO CLUE OF SHYAM.
ONE DAY MY OFFICE COLLEGUE ASKED ME IF HE COULD DROP ME HOME IN HIS CAR.
WHEN I REACHED HOME ,I SAW SHYAM STANDING IN THE GATE.HE GOT ANGRY SEEING ME WITH MY COLLEGUE...HE DIDN'T WANT ANY EXPLAINATIONS..I TRIED.BUT HE LEFT.
NEXT DAY I GOT A MESSAGE,THAT HE WAS NO LONGER IN LOVE WITH ME..
I WANTED TO EXPLAIN & PROVE THAT WHATEVER HE SAW WAS NOT WHAT HE THOUGHT.THINGS DIDN'T MATTER THEN.
A FEW MONTHS LATER I RECIVE A WEDDING CARD OF SHYAM.
WHY ME??I STILL LOVE HIM.I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HIM.
BUT I DIDN'T WANT TO LOOSE HIS TRUST FOR ME.
NOW I AM LONELY...I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHATS MY AIM & WHAT DO I WANT...
I JUST WISH FOR ALL THE LOVERS ,WHO R TRUE,TO GET THEIR LOVE.....
TO SHYAM...MEERA STILL LOVES YOU...

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